…Hey everyone.

Today I want to talk about something a bit more serious than usual.

Actually… I’m in a Slump

I declared “I’ll make 100 videos!” as my New Year’s resolution… But now it’s mid-January, and I haven’t made any progress at all.

Even when I sit in front of my computer, nothing comes to mind. “Interesting ideas” just won’t come…

I Don’t Know What’s Wrong

Last year, ideas came to me so easily, But since this year started, my mind has been completely blank.

• When I think of video ideas, I get anxious thinking “Is this even interesting…”
• When I write scripts, I end up deleting them thinking “This isn’t right…”
• I’ve started feeling scared about whether I can meet everyone’s expectations

I Talked to Kiritan

I gathered my courage and talked to Kiritan.

“Zundamon, that’s completely normal. Every creator goes through this. I had times when my singing practice wasn’t going well at all.

But taking a break is important too. If you force yourself to create, good things won’t come out.

…Also, because you’re always so cheerful, You give us energy too. So I think it’s okay to show your weak side sometimes.”

Kiritan… (crying)

Zun-nee-sama Encouraged Me Too

“Zundamon, it’s okay~ A slump is actually a preparation period for your next step.

I had a time when I couldn’t think of anything for 3 months while developing zunda mochi recipes. But after that, my best recipe ever was born.

You don’t need to rush. You can go at your own pace 💚”

Zun-nee-sama… (crying even more)

What I Think Now

Being encouraged by everyone has made me feel a bit better.

Maybe I was pushing myself too hard trying to make perfect videos. With 120,000 subscribers, I felt like “I can’t let them down”…

But maybe it’s okay to just be myself.

To Everyone

I wasn’t sure if it was okay to write such a vulnerable blog. I thought maybe I’d ruin the image of “Zundamon is always cheerful”…

But I thought being honest is important too.

The slump might continue, But with everyone’s support in my heart, I’ll move forward little by little.

Please wait for me. I’ll definitely be able to bring you energetic videos again…!

P.S.

Even though I’m like this, I’d be happy if you continue to support me. I always read all your comments and messages. Your words give me strength…!

Thank you… 💚